House Fire Aftermath

The beautiful old home we were renting caught fire. The top floor is gone and the water damage is extensive. The cat was missing for 10 hours, but we're all well and together now. Currently picking up, sorting, scrubbing, and re-packing the pieces. Artemis is struggling with her first emotional experience of loss. It's been a hell of a ride. I miss the giant antique old place, but I'm grateful for a small modern new place to live.

My, how you have grown...

My spirited girl is practically a lady! I rediscovered the photos Artemis less than a week on this Earth. She keeps growing in beauty, brains, and brawn, but her inner light remains unwavering. Ladies and gentlemen, my lil cheeser at two days vs two years.

Excerpts from my High School Journals

I had some fun revisiting my younger self's angsty little world, and picked the best-of to share with you. :) Featuring: teenage angst poetry (even haiku), quotes quotes quotes, tattoo sketches, self portraits of fluctuating attractiveness, a to-read list I actually accomplished, and my earliest exploration in style.

I quit smoking, whaaaaaaaat!

My final substance abuse problem is GONE. I'm freeeeeeee! I quit for Lent 2015 and so as not to jinx it, didn't share that information much. I use an electronic cigarette, and have reduced the nicotine gradually.

My smell and taste senses are sharper now. I believe that this has had an antidepressant effect. I also do not feel ashamed and gross 10-20 times a day. My daughter will not have conscious memory of smoker mom. All in all, good riddance.

My daughter has blossomed into a proper toddler. She runs and talks and identifies as a big-girl now. Look out!